Monday, February 17, 2014

Embers

A sneak peek at a short story in the works! 
Enjoy! 

Embers
The fireman who found her was young, inexperienced, a little bit afraid. His uniform was slightly too large, and he always followed the rules.  He was determined and earnest. He was the kind of young man that mothers say is a sweet boy and fathers say is a good kid.
In short, he was unprepared for what faced him.
It was an old house, rotting, ugly, dark. Falling in on itself. They were going to tear it down. The fire was a blessing, in a way.
A big yard, filled with tall weedy grasses, dry and wild. A tinderbox.
They didn’t even bother to wonder what started it—a kid’s dropped cigarette, a spark from someone’s barbecue a few houses down. What did it matter?
No one lived there anyway.
Abandoned for years, that’s what everyone said. Hadn’t seen anyone come in or out for as long as they could remember.
So it was meant to be easy—they weren’t trying to save anyone, weren’t trying to protect anything. Just spray it down, keep it from spreading down the street. Contain it.
Contain the beast, the licking orange flames. That’s all. Not vanquish, not defeat. Only contain.
They sent a few guys in once it wasn’t raging to see if there was anything still needing to be dealt with—no missed spots, no chance of a reignited fire.
And that’s when he saw her.
A child. Naked and tiny and screaming.  He could barely hear her over the flames, the sound of the house dying. But he saw her, and he ran towards her as fast as he could.
There was no blanket near her, no clothes, no bottle, nothing.
No clues to where she came from, or why she was here, in a house that no one cared about anymore.
Naked and tiny and screaming.  Eyes screwed shut with the effort of it.
A newborn, no more than a few hours old. So small and red and very very alive.  He picked her up, as gently as if she were a fragile ornament that he might break.
She opened her eyes and looked at him. Her eyes were an amber color he had never seen before, and they were beautiful. He looked back. His heart skipped a beat. He suddenly felt painfully warm, and he reflexively shook his fire-retardant coat, certain he was burning.

He remembered himself then, remembered that they were in a building that was about to collapse. He wrapped the baby in his jacket, ran outside, performed his job. And their miracle, their magic amber moment, it was over.
 The young fireman never saw her again after that day, but he remembered those eyes, the look she gave him the day she began. 

Sunday, February 9, 2014

Wild Girls


It is good to be wild girls
Wild girls swimming in the rain,
Naked legs, wet and white
We watch the heavens open, and we laugh, and we scream, and we enjoy it
We are so small, one note in a strange and perfect symphony
The world is raw and fresh, and we are too
The cold slap of water against our skin
Passionate like kisses
It isn't gentle, it isn't soft
It is loud and chaotic and alive
It is alive,
On this rainy Sunday afternoon,
The water is alive.
It is singing,
And we came to hear it.
It seeps into us, these young humans,
Made strong by their boldness
These worshipers at its altar
Beautiful, exhilarated, joyous
Yes,

It is good to be wild girls. 

Monday, February 3, 2014

Life of the Party

“Smile!”
Smile for me, smile for me they say.
So I smile,
Eyes bright, cheeks red,
And then I begin to dance,
And my feet are tapping on  the ground,
Sliding and clicking,
And my skirt is swinging,
And I smile.
I am wearing pearls and they are cold and grand against my throat.
My lips are painted red with a hint of orange in it, the color of a sunset.
I am laughing, and when I laugh it sounds like glasses chinking,
Like sparkling people, like someone drinking champagne.
Everyone thinks I am funny tonight,
Everyone thinks I am beautiful.
Everyone thinks I am lovely tonight,
Everyone thinks I am darling.
So I smile,
And my sunset lips curl towards my eyes with black curves of eyeliner like butterfly wings,
Toward my round cheeks brushed dusty rose.
I smile and they smile with me,
The assembled, the ones who love me so.
In the morning,
My feet are swollen and aching, my hair mussed, butterfly wings turned to dirty smudges,
And I smile.